Ahh....Cemburunyer !!

Dh lama rasa nyer tak bukak blog and menulis. Actually byk jer nk luah perasaan tapi tak ader kesempatan. Well hari ni adalah hari ke-6 berhari raya. This is also the first time beraya tanpa perlu jaga kedai...hohoho.


Mmg rasa best dpt bergolek2 di atas katil tp kadang2 rs rindu suasana keje kt stesen.Hehehe...bukan apa , senang nk makan fastfud.Ahh....zaman tu mmg best la, duit byk jer. But now dh sesak, kena jimat cermat. Baru la rs susah nyer klu tak ader duit.Kena berjimat cermat.

Well....klu nk cerita mmg tak cukup pulak dtbase blog ni nnt. Ok today i want to talk about jealous. Ok aku ader sorng kwn ni. Dlu budak kg but after belajar kt UITM + ambik jurusan glamour ( jurusan seni ) maka dier dh transform menjadi beautiful swan. Bila tgk perubahan dier mmg menggembirakan. Dier mula rasa confident and aderp eningkatan minda. Cuma yang sedey nyer dier tak jaga aurat. Bangga mmg bangga cuma tak suka tang tu. Mesti korang terpikir, ni ader kena mengena ngan jealous ke ?

Ok ni la part nk citer...bila dh lama2 tgk dier makin canteq, hati aku mula rasa cemburu. Yer la manusia ni mana yg jenis puas hati kan? klu tak sure la dunia ni aman damai. So bila kluar ngan dier aku rasa rendah diri sbb org selalu ngorat dier. Aku rs cm aku ni hanya hiasan semata2.

Aku ni dh la gemuk...biasa2 jer...tp takpe. Aku pun taknk la selama nyer di takuk lma. Insyallah aku pun nk berusaha utk kelihatan canteq. Aku target lg 2 thn aku akan dpt turn jd 60 kg jer....yeh....berusha beb..

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bOsAn + cr kj pArt tImE

it was a long time b4 i make new entry, too bz with all xsimen and exam. phewww..... now can relieve a bit. Currently in my home town. it was so bored, and i don't know what to do. just daydreaming and night dreaming (?)...heheheh...mmg membesarkan badan jer la.


So talk about weight, i think i'm gaining more weight after i finish the exam, very scary.My sister will get married this disember, and i NEED to reduce my weight. Hem...need to plan how this stuff..

it's very strange when we live far from our hometown, we will miss it.but when here i dun feel like too excited. Perhaps becoz of how my family is? maybe... bcoz we are not so bonding. my parent with their life and i'm with my life.

I always see other family, how close they are and i really wish for that to happen here, but i think nope, won't happen. My family, how could i describe it? well forget about that. dun wanna tlk about it. maybe i'm not fortunate in this but i really gratefull with what i hv. I just hope someday i will be somebody, with happy life and happy family. Hope and hope and work hard for that.

I know i'm just a typical and not smart person, but i know i gud at something. just don't discover it. HUMAN, each time passes, still searching who they are. I will find it inside me...who i am... (^_^)

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My First Time Blogging

5.44pm

In my room

Yeah, finally i got my own blog. After reading lots of blog, it kinda fun to have one.Well the reason I want to have this coz it easy for me to express my feeling.After all, i'm a secretive person.It's not easy to talk to someone about our problem rite?

Please forgive me for my poor english.I'm practicing it to makes it better.So see U next time.Nk study, exam just around the corner( actually tggl sehari jer). Leh lak terpikir nk buat blog time ni kan? mmg gilak . hehehe....jumpa lg yek......

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